dont think about it and it'll "fall" on you

yea right..and when u try to find someone, thinking u really have something more to offer, how am i supposed to not think about it... i mean really, sometimes ppl make me laugh.

Going out? couples, to the restaurant? couples, a movie? couples again...and somehow ppl tell me there's a way to make your way out of this without thinking about it. Ok then, ill shut my eyes down and cover my ears and im sure things will get much easier.

Then ur friends start to invite u to small gatherings for whatever reason and everytime they invite u your mind goes "oh boy, u better get ready and take ur ass there because something might happend"..u know...i was at my friend's place and his girlfriend introduced me to one of her friends and we started talking and she's a really cool gir...WAKE UP STUPID (lol..how easy was that, but i admit it worked every fu***** time)

Ok so the reality check is done and u get back home cursing during the whole ride. Now you find yourself thinking, God i should've try harder with that crush i had 2-3 years ago on that girl i used to see everyday at the subway station.

song: i am high - nerd (in search off)
Notice: most of the time, those songs match the feeling i get when writing this, so the lyrics dont necesseraly match the situation, if u actually try to listen to them, focus on the feeling af the whole song and how u understand it.

That's it for today..since i decided to write this blog after my situation changed, it aint easy to go back and catch those feelings and write them in an understandable way. Ill try to focus a little more on the layout of this blog and i might post a few pics sometimes.

Introduction???

So this is it, that's how a blog looks..... well really i thought i'd find more inspiration when in front of my computer. I guess its just time for me to let you know how i'll try to run this and where im trying to go.

This blog will be "love" oriented...since this is what pushed me to come here and get my "doctor doogie" on because for a while there's been a lot going on in my life. Of course emotions arent that easy to catch so ill try, again, ill TRY to post the name of a song that "pictures" what im trying to say, free to u to try to listen to it and also feel free to mail me if u can actually relate to this because what im about to write is something that i hope is not a typical everyday love story gossip.

Ill get at u guys later.